Soul Eistedfodd

It's no use just thinking/fantasising about it; I have to do it. And this time, I think I will, because there's nothing left to lose.

That Line

One step in, is one step too deep.

I hate it when I feel like shit during the busy period and then I feel clear minded AFTER it's finished being busy... Anyway, I still feel pretty tired so I'm going to crash now. I guess paintball took more of a toll on me than I originally thought...

Closer to the Edge

Keeping it a short blog; trying to keep it real.

I got told tonight that I need to get a girlfriend... By another girl. Now.. I don't know about anyone else, but I'm beginning to think that this may be starting to become a problem and that I DO need to find myself a girlfriend.

Now.. It's not like I haven't been trying to look for one, but it's hard when you actually like someone already; and I don't know about other guys, but if I like someone, it generally means that she's the only one I want to be my girlfriend, and no one else for just 'convenience'.

It's even harder when most of your closest friends don't approve of your attraction to this girl. Which is fucked, really.

Honestly, where the fuck else am I going to find another girl that can compare, and don't get me wrong; this isn't about the romantic side of things, this is about uniquety. Everyone is unique. I won't be able to find another girl with the same personality as this one girl whom I think would fit me perfectly, and I to her.

Okay, so maybe 'perfect' isn't the right word, but you get my point; I won't find anyone else. To me, she is the only one unique like that. Well, I won't find anyone else in the near future anyway, which would be besides the point of finding a shotgun girlfriend that I was told to get.