Second accident within one year, am I annoyed or what?
Anyway, dear readers, I'm fine, so that's the main point.
My car...:
His car...:
Sigh...
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Slippery Dip
Sigh...
Second accident within one year, am I annoyed or what?
Anyway, dear readers, I'm fine, so that's the main point.
My car...:
His car...:
Sigh...
Second accident within one year, am I annoyed or what?
Anyway, dear readers, I'm fine, so that's the main point.
My car...:
His car...:
Sigh...
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Lining
Oh man... just checked my uni results.. and I only managed to pass 3 of my subjects.
=(
Cries.
I just don't understand how the one subject I put the least effort into (Astronomy) is the one I came with the highest result...
And I have to do Maths subjects for both semesters again next year...
Sigh.
Oh well. Have to try harder next year.
Now to drown myself with hours of gaming and sleep... and work.
=(
Cries.
I just don't understand how the one subject I put the least effort into (Astronomy) is the one I came with the highest result...
And I have to do Maths subjects for both semesters again next year...
Sigh.
Oh well. Have to try harder next year.
Now to drown myself with hours of gaming and sleep... and work.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Appetizer
Just a jumble of thoughts I want to get down, which has only been in my mind for the past... 4 hours or so...
Okay, so this all really just popped up when I was driving home from work...
I kind of felt heart sick again, you know, when you start to yearn for a relationship, but that's over with already... What was really important is this next part. I had an epiphany. It's not smart to have epiphanies whilst driving, because it can inhibit your concentration on the road; so I'm warning people reading this not to do it if it can be avoided. I'm a skilled driver, so I'll survive. =P
Getting back to the point; the epiphany.
What I realised was that in the midst of all the angst that I've felt for the past year, all that yearning for a relationship and shit, I was never the one to feel the most pain. The saying "It is better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all." is WRONG. In saying so, it is better to have never loved at all, because we, the "never-loved" have never experienced what it feels like to be in a relationship, and so it does not hurt us as much as those that have loved. We want to have a relationship, always complaining about being single and all that crap, and yet, we never think of it from those who have loved and lost. They have felt what it means to be in a relationship, they've felt the joy and passion of it all, and when they lose it all, their whole world comes crashing down, moreso that we who have never loved. And so they must yearn more for a relationship than we do, and in turn, it hurts them more than it does us.
We, as humans, never contemplate what it means to be someone who has lost something that they have gained, instead, we fixate on trying to gain something which we may one day may lose, which we have not already lost.
Forgive my ignorance, but there probably will be more epiphanies as such to come in the future.
Okay, so this all really just popped up when I was driving home from work...
I kind of felt heart sick again, you know, when you start to yearn for a relationship, but that's over with already... What was really important is this next part. I had an epiphany. It's not smart to have epiphanies whilst driving, because it can inhibit your concentration on the road; so I'm warning people reading this not to do it if it can be avoided. I'm a skilled driver, so I'll survive. =P
Getting back to the point; the epiphany.
What I realised was that in the midst of all the angst that I've felt for the past year, all that yearning for a relationship and shit, I was never the one to feel the most pain. The saying "It is better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all." is WRONG. In saying so, it is better to have never loved at all, because we, the "never-loved" have never experienced what it feels like to be in a relationship, and so it does not hurt us as much as those that have loved. We want to have a relationship, always complaining about being single and all that crap, and yet, we never think of it from those who have loved and lost. They have felt what it means to be in a relationship, they've felt the joy and passion of it all, and when they lose it all, their whole world comes crashing down, moreso that we who have never loved. And so they must yearn more for a relationship than we do, and in turn, it hurts them more than it does us.
We, as humans, never contemplate what it means to be someone who has lost something that they have gained, instead, we fixate on trying to gain something which we may one day may lose, which we have not already lost.
Forgive my ignorance, but there probably will be more epiphanies as such to come in the future.
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