Sleep it Off

Most of the time, just sleeping doesn't make your troubles go away. It's just delaying it.

But currently, I have no troubles, just a troubled heart and mind. I think too much.

And yet, sleep isn't helping me. It's not making these feelings of sadness go away.

Well, for the most part, it does, but once I hit night time... it just... comes flooding back.

For once, I think, that it's safe enough for me to be selfish and say that it's not fair.

You'll never hear me say it seriously ever again. I always joke about with the word "unfair", hell, I don't even remember the last time I said it. That's how much I don't think of things that way.

God, I sound arrogant.

But really. It's just plain unfair on me. I think so, anyway.

Still, I keep believing for when she will come along into my life.