This time

Dear secret crush,

I write this to let you know that this will be the last dedication to you on my blog.

Too long have I crushed on you, but with no result.

It's been a while that I've liked you now, and it's about time for me to let go of this unrequited love.

I'll admit, I'm writing this for myself as much as it is for you to read. Consider this a summary of some sort.

I've always watched out for when you need my help, and most of the time, I've been there for you as much as possible. A few times, you even came to me for help. I think it was somewhere along those lines that I started to have feelings for you. I don't know why; but I think it's because I got to see the vulnerable side of you, which hardly anyone ever let's anyone else see.

I'm sure I've dropped subtle hints here and there before, but never once did I get a response.

That's what cut me the most, the fact that I recieved no clues as to whether you would reject or reciprocate the feelings I had for you.

But in the end, I suppose it's my fault for not having the courage to step up to the plate and just admit those feelings in front of your face.

Anyway, I can't take having to feel unloved by you anymore.

Thank god uni is starting soon. I wish you the best in uni and a successful life in the years to come.

With love,

Cheng.

P.S. I just want you to know that I'll be thinking of you when I see the full moon over the next two nights. I think that'll be the last time.