Mumblings

I don't know. I honestly don't.

About anything, that is.

I haven't much to offer, not that I ever did.

Bit of a pointless blog, really.

And I find that I post lyrics (on whichever site of mine is most convenient, Tumblr being the latest one) whenver I'm feeling either extremity of happiness or sadness. In the context of being smitten with a certain person.

And then other times I'm just like 'bleh'.

I tend to find that these days, I do give a fuck. About anything, and generally everything. I used to be able to not give a fuck. I wish I could go back to that, I emoted more back then, and mostly on the positive side, being happy.

Shit, need to get out... Expand my horizons.

There may be a time when I stop feeling, and when that time comes, I hope everyone, and especially you, knows that I have never stopped loving them, or stopped caring for them through all of the shit that we've been through together.

Don't underestimate the mind's ability to build defences. I'm almost fully frozen already.