Surprise

For reasons unknown/best known to myself, this past week, I've been falling into despair. Honestly, I don't know why, probably because of the other thing I'm about to say.

My mind knows it, my heart knows it; I can, at the present, and into the near future, function with a girlfriend. But somehow, I still yearn for female companionship. But that's all, I just want some friendly contact with a girl/woman.

I don't know.

I seriously don't know.

Fuck it all.